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My precious stuffs awaiting to be let-off to new owner!

2009-02-21T20:40:00.000-08:00

hi! here are the things that i would like to let off during these period of time due to the reason that i am going to further my studies overseas. So, i MUST sell out these items before my leaving. I've include some item's picture inside and i hope those who are interested, pls get in touch with me and for those for not interested to buy, can u pls help me to promote or ask your fren whether they wan to buy or not? **About the price, the buyer pls negotiate with me by phone.** The details are provided below and pls read through it. For your information, i m a careful user of all my things and i take care of them nicely. I m not bluffing but it's the truth. U will know when u see my things. So, jus dun worry about the items tat u r going to buy. Thank you very much for viewing all this and have a nice day! God bless.... tel: 016-6869986, Liew
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CD music player / Radio ( Price = RM 50 ) - Price Negotiable
a) Age: 1 year
b) Brand: Philips ( Grey Color )
c) Condition: Very good and new ( use by safe user )
d) COD-cash on delivery

-This product is guaranteed in good condition because it’s use by a careful user.
-Reason of let-off = going off for further study
-Let-off period: anytime from now
-Interested pls call: 016-686-9986 for further details.
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Chinese Flute ( Chinese Orchestra ) ( Price = RM 50 ) --- Price negotiable
a) Condition: Very good ( seldom use )
b) Color: Chocolate
c) COD-cash on delivery

-This product is guaranteed in good condition because it’s use by a careful user.
-Reason of let-off = going off for further study
-Let-off period: anytime from now.
-Interested pls call: 016-686-9986 for further details.
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Japanese style study table ( Price = RM 25 ) ( FREE 1 plastic chair – Blue color )
a) Condition: Very Good and nice taken care.
b) COD

-This product is guaranteed in good condition because it’s use by a careful user.
-Reason of let-off = going off for further study
-Let-off period: anytime from now.
-Interested pls call: 016-686-9986 for further details.
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Memory stick Micro M2 ( Price = RM 10 ) ( 64 MB ) ( FREE 1 E-View keyboard )
a) Condition: Very good and nice taken care.
b) Brand: SanDisk
c) Usage: for camera, phone and etc.

-This product is guaranteed in good condition because it’s use by a careful user.
-Reason of let-off = going off for further study
-Let-off period: anytime from now.
-Interested pls call: 016-686-9986 for further details.
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Aroma Therapy boiler ( Price = RM 10 ) Chocolate color. ( FREE 1 small multi casing )
a) Condition: Very good and stylish
b) Seldom use and clean.
c) COD

-This product is guaranteed in good condition because it’s use by a careful user.
-Reason of let-off = going off for further study
-Let-off period: anytime from now.
-Interested pls call: 016-686-9986 for further details.
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Books ( Dictionaries ) ( 1 set = 2 books ) ( Price = RM 10 ) – FREE badminton shuttle cocks
a) Condition: Not too bad. Still in nice looking.
b) Seldom use.
c) COD

-This product is guaranteed in good condition because it’s use by a careful user.
-Reason of let-off = going off for further study
-Let-off period: anytime from now.
-Interested pls call: 016-686-9986 for further details.
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Artistic table lamp ( for relaxing and decoration ) ( Price = RM 15 ) – FREE foot pump
a) Condition: Very very good. Nice taken care.
b) Green-yellowish in color.
c) Stylish and relaxing.
d) COD

-This product is guaranteed in good condition because it’s use by a careful user.
-Reason of let-off = going off for further study
-Let-off period: anytime from now.
-Interested pls call: 016-686-9986 for further details.

是这个社会的问题吗？

2008-11-12T16:33:00.000-08:00

最近的心情都不是很好。也有情绪化的现象。不知怎么了。。自己好像是变了另一个人似的。有点恐怖。有时候真的不知道自己的内心世界到底想怎么样？有时抓的倒也控制的到，但有时却不知到底自己是谁？就好像另一个人似的。有时还会怀疑自己有人个分裂症或情绪分裂症。哈哈哈！是不是有点危险呢？咳！对我而言，哭出来心里就会舒服了。也不知怎么了，就是哭不出来。就像张惠妹所唱的一首歌--我想哭但是哭不出来。是什么事情呢？是这个社会谋杀了人本来自然的反应吗？哭原本就是一件很正常很自然的。。为什么现在的社会会把它看成为软弱，娘，没本事，还有很多。。。难道人就没有这种权利类释放自己的情绪吗？这社会的眼光可真厉害。还厉害到乱给权利。是谁说女生就有权利和特权来哭？是谁说男生哭就是没有本事，就是脆弱。这社会的 Stereotyping 也未免太重了吧？这样会渐渐的谋杀了人内心所需要的发泄和舒放。也就因为这样就越来越多人有神经病的问题。当然，人可以选择不要活在社会的眼光之下。。是。。。也许刚开始时真的可以不管。人家说什么就说咯！但是，人心是肉做的。是有感觉的。当每次都听到别人不好的批评，难免都会有动摇。人的一句话。。还利过一把刀。言语的伤害力远远超过了物体的伤害力。也许被刀割伤，用药就行了。。但是言语上的伤害，是直接攻近心里面的。心里面没有人知道它的伤有多深。是无药可以医治的。所以！摆脱！这个社会。。请不要再继续的谋杀了人应有的权利。别用有限的眼光来看一件事情。也许事情的背后还藏着很多的不知道。所以,摆脱啦！

Cornas

I'm back again once in a blue moon.

2008-10-22T18:15:00.000-07:00

Once again, i'm back to my private blog space this time, this date, this month and of coz this year. It has been quite sometime since i returned from my hometown, Sarawak. Recalling back, when i just arrive here, i straight away caught by sickness again. oh! gosh!...what the hell is that! i have been lying on bed for 2 days having fever, cold, sore throat and the ridiculous flu. Even now, i still have a little bit of flu infection. Many types of medicine i have tried on but NOT effective at all..( Panadol CF, Medicine from both Private Clinic and Poli-Clinic, Chinese tabib and etc..) oh my goodness sake! Distracting my life la..

Well, after then, my days going on with plenty of tutorials and lectures. This semester i'm really satisfied with my previous semester exam results. It came out with a fright given to me. Wow! cool! actually i thought that i would fail 2 of my core papers in previous sem which are the Basic Management Principles and Career Counselling. Who knows! once the results show up on my laptop screen, i jump up with joy...woooo! i got B for both subjects..hahahaha! Well, of cause for the other subjects like Human Developmental Psychology, Family Counselling, and Group Leadership Skills...these 3 i got A for them...hahahaha! fiuh! finally..the results has given me a big breath..

I miss my little Briel and my other friends there...in Miri... wonder how are they getting on there..fine? good? bad? worst? how i wish to know their current conditions now..Not that i dun wan to call up but it's just a matter of saving money for future use. hahahahaha!

以我的人生观来看‘平凡中，活出不平凡’的生活。

2008-10-12T07:06:00.001-07:00

说到平凡这二字啊，就让我感觉到很温心，很舒服。许多人往往都认为自己是不平凡的。所以呢，就设定了自己的生命要有大成就，地位或很成功的生活。天天都能在报章上看到那熟细的脸孔。赢得了别人的羡慕和赞美。这就是一些人所谓的 ‘不平凡’ 的生活。在这整个过程里所得到的和领悟到的又是什么呢？难道这才是那心灵深处所需要的吗？

很多人活在这个世界那么多年了，但是他们并不知道生存的意义和价值。当我问起我的朋友们“你活在这个世界那么久了，你可不可跟我分享以下你活下来的意义是什么?”每个朋友一听到我这个问题就呆了一下。结果的答案都是“哦！我从来都没有问过也没有想过这种问题。我不知道怎么答你啊。”

生活在这个世界有时候的确是身不由己。生活上的困难和转变并不是我们所能预料到的。有时会去逼自己做不想做的事，然后就独自面对那伤心的后果。很多人说，“不想做就别做咯！”,“事情是好还是坏就在你那一霎那之间的想法”,“凡是往好的方面去看，生活就会好过点了”。这些种种所谓的安慰语很时常会在我们的耳边出现。生活难道真的就是这样吗？就可如字面上所说的那么轻松那么毫无疑问的吗？

对我而言，平凡的生活跟知足常乐有很密切的关系。虽说是知足，可是知足到来还是要有内涵方为妙。一个没有内涵的生活就等于白白的浪费了一个生命。喜欢平凡的人不会以世俗的眼光来生活反而有着自己的一套生活方式。只要自己过的平安快乐就无需在意别人无知的眼光。别人会批评于我们的生活那是因为他们没有从我们的角度来看事情和感受它。身边的人往往都以自己的观点所谓的对于错来判断别人的生活方式和理念。这也同样的在说回我们自己。很多时候我们也会去批评别人的生活构造,说这个不好那个不对。

回头仔细的想想,这些观念都是出于我们自己的想法。我们又何成有试着从他人的角度来看事情呢？人时常会尽量的想去了解别人的心，但是却没有给自己时间去好好地了解自己的心。到底自己想要的是什么？许多的答案都是“我不知道”。一个连方向都没有的人，在生活上又怎么有好的策划呢？要从平凡中活出不平凡的生活并不是一件容易的事,但是只在于我们的决定。没有一条路在我们的生命里面是容易跑的。每一条都要经历很多的波折才会显得有价值。

一个看起来似乎过着很平凡，简简单单的生活并不代表这个人没有内涵哦！打个比方，今天若我们看到一位穿着西装的男士来买东西的话，通常我们对这位先生的服务态度会特别的好。但是如果有一位穿着短裤拖鞋而且衣服也很究的男士近来想买东西的话，大部分人对这位先生的服务态度也不会好到哪里去。甚至有些服务员都懒得去给于帮助和服务那位先生。我想这种情况对我们来说并不新。甚至我们也有亲身体验过包括我在内。

往往我们都会觉得那个穿西装的男士会买的机会很高而那位穿着短裤的男士应该只是随便来看看罢了。简单来说，很多人会很看不起这些衣着随便的人。但是，结果很多时候却给了我们很大的惊喜。没有想到原来穿着短裤拖鞋的男士竟然是一位大老板。而穿着西装的只是一位打工人士。我们很时常都会以外表来定一个人的身价。我想是时候让我们的社会改观了。别那么快就下一个定论。世事难料。这世界是有很多奇迹的。

讲了那么多，其实刚才那个故事已经带出我要分享的重点。一个人虽然看起来也许不起眼也许很低及，但是那个人的背景往往拥有着你预测不到的丰富内涵。一个人过着很平凡的生活，吃的穿的用的都是一些很不起眼的牌子。但是最重要的是哪个人的内涵有多深。这也就显现了所谓的从平凡中活出不平凡的生活了。

你呢？你的内涵又有多深呢？

刘永康上。

WhAT a STraNGe dAY!

2008-08-02T09:27:00.000-07:00

Wow! today i'm kinda tired and i was so frust this afternoon. I dun knoe wat happen to my head. It suddenly turn to ill mode. i felt so DIZzY and i have a sense of wana faint down on the floor dy. By that time i was doing some house keeping work in order to keep my current living place a healthy and clean place. Afterthat, i went to toilet and vomit out some disgusting things...yerky! then...i feel that my head still very sick. Then, i decided to take a short sleep in order to rest down my mind. after the sleep, finally i feel better now...oh gosh! wat a strange day i experience today. i think it's because of my high blood pressure that causes me like this...

Sky, my junior, move in to PV 10 today..! and he is so kinda lazy that he still haven get to arrange and settled his stuffs until now when i go see him just now. gosh! i can't tahan the untidiness environment. anyway, i m happy coz i have one more junior live nearby me dy..tomolo, there'll be another one more call Teck Xiang move in as Sky's roommate. wow! tats great...next time, i won't eat lunch and dinner alone dy.hahahahahahah!

Tomolo my little bro, James, will come to my house to play piano...well! just now he did play a bit for me through MSN and it sounds great huh! Erm...i m quite impressed on James as he learn these all by himself. By observation learning and of coz experiencial learning too.. this is good as we can gain a lot of things through these methods. He is a special person in my life which teach me quite a sum of things. Although he is younger than me, but i believe that no matter how old are you, everyone is worth to learn until the end of the day. not to say that young ppl can't teach older people...that's DEFINATELY wrong...even parents will also make mistakes..we are all HUMAN. OF coz we will make mistakes..so....in my opinion, youngster now adays really give us a lot of new teaching and it seems to be interesting day by day, years by years...James! a good bro cum a talented musician provided if he really out effort in MUsic.

ok! till here today...need to sleep early prepared for the sunday worship tomolo at CFC. finally, i've decided to come back to this family group as i think i have enough of being a undirectional ghost in my spiritual life. God! pls be with me till the end of the day. Amen!

Good nite to everyone and of coz to myself.

WhaT dO i rEQuiREd fROm mY fuTURe sPOusE?

2008-08-01T12:21:00.000-07:00

These are the criterias that i look at in order to choose my future life spouse.

Criteria 1: My spouse MUST have musical background at least up to grade 8.

( coz i planned to have a musical family )

Criteria 2: Must be mature enough. ( coz i dun like those charming charming one )

Criteria 3: MUST be Open-minded as westernized thinking.

Criteria 4: Must be able to cook and do housework.

Criteria 5: Must be independant in any aspects.

Criteria 6: Work as somehow related to my profession.

Criteria 7: Well equipped with extra knowledge.

Criteria 8: Can be any religion or races but certainly not indians. Preferrable Overseas citizens.

Criteria 9: Able to be understandable to different situations.

Criteria 10: Must be good in financial planning. ( coz i m very poor in financial planning )

Alright! the above are the 10 criterias that i must consider before i really undergo for a real love process in my life. Anyone tat meet 5 out of these 10 criteria, u are highly possible to be my future spouse oh....hahahahahahaha! just joking anyway. Everything is depends on the word ' 缘'。when it's urs, it is urs. IF it is not urs, no matter how, u will still not get it.

dOEs tHIs wORld cONsisTs SOmeTHInG caLL LoVE?

2008-08-01T11:39:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i do ask myself on " Does true love exist in this world"? Love for me now at this age, i think it's just a process which compulsary to exist in our life. Sometimes, we can't control ourself from not falling in love with someone around us but isn't it sounds forceful? Why can't we control the feeling? Somebody say "Yes, we can control our feeling. Mind is the Ultimate" Yeah! i do agree with this BUT only until a certain degree out of it.

According to my understanding on psychology, our inner feeling and our cognition is in different state or areas. We might use our powerful cognition to control over our mind so that we would feel better in some sense but i think that is just temporary. I think if we use mind to control it, one day it will return and disturb us again. It's just like kinda 'running away' from the probs. As what a counsellor told me, in Satir Model ( counselling theory ), the inner feeling is our most CONGRUENCE / TRUE friend. Our inner heart won't betray us. Tats why we have something so called 'EmOTioNs' in us.

When i slightly get attracted to a target, then i will start to program my mind dy. I start to say, i can't take this up. It will not have a happy ending. Sounds strange huh? how come i know tat it would not be a happy ending? yeah! it's a secret. i know the techniques on how to evaluate my own love experience. it's 100% accurate for me. u know why? coz i know who am i. i know my own threshold / limit.

Why life must be like that? Why can't just let me enjoy the rest of my life? i m turning to 30 soon. just a few more years ahead. why can't i have the rights to enjoy my life by doing what i wan? Why can't i spend more time in giving someone my 'love' and of coz vice versa. i m exhausted sometime. Mayb due to my body line shape and facial look, and tat makes me not popular and no demand at all. Well! i do accept on what i m now.

I just wish that there's a person who can really accept me and willing to spend time with me. Of coz, there's a few criteria that must be met by my future life partner. i will list out the criteria in my next blog. Oh god! could you pls just let me enjoy my life? i m a human also. i need love also. If everytime only i give love to others without charging it back, i will be getting more exhausted day by day and till to one day, i m dead becoz of exhausted in life.

Oh God! can u pls just give me OPTIONS in my life?

fiRsT BLog iN mY LIFe.

2008-08-01T11:14:00.000-07:00

This is the first time i use this blogspot. Actually i've get to know this blog site long time ago but it's just tat i am not interested to use it. But now, seems like i would like to find a place for me to write something about my inner talk. Mayb some people would ask why dun i just go and buy a diary and just jot down wat ever rubbish i wan to say. Sum more, it's safer to do so coz writing blog may just easily get viewed by other ppl. Definately no confidentiality is to be practice here.

Well, i just have the kinda feeling to start writing something about my life. My life wasn't that easy to be read and understand. Even sometimes, i myself also dun know what i want actually. I do feel kinda tired and frust sometimes somedays in my life. I just HOPE to have a STOP and let me REST for a couple of minutes and let me breath fresh air for couple of seconds. I'm nearly out of breath sometimes.... Sigh!